Wishing myself the best of luck in 2011.

Everyone is writing their new year resolution.
So that they could become a better person to welcome the brand new year.
I'm writing down now not because I want to realize my wishes and goals at 2011.
I know my characteristics.
Only talk clever... hard to achieve it...

I just want to frustrate out my questions and negativity.
I hope one day someone could give me the answers to my questions.
Of course I don't want to know it in a harsh way.
But.... life is hard to say.

What is death?
This is the one thing I really wish to know. But no one could answer me.
They said I have to realized it myself.

I want to change my bad characteristic.
I need to achieve this myself.
Only me could help myself.
Good luck.

I want to have a really good health.
I felt that my health is depreciating each day.
Maybe my mind is playing with me.
I kept have the feeling that I will faint out anytime anywhere.
I seriously need to work out.

I just want to laugh and laugh and laugh.
I want to graduate with laughter.

So many things to do... So many words to say... So many problems unsolved...
I just wish 2011 could go smooth for me.
I don't want much.
I just want to be happy and the people around me being happy.

Happy 2011 Year!
May everyone's wish come true.

p/s:
You hate me?
I hate myself too...