Trying to Learn What I had to Learn

( This is a long and EMO post. First time I'm being EMO. I already swear not to post EMO things in blog but only the happening and happiness in my life. I hope this is my first and also my last EMO post. @#$%&*&^%$#@ Skip this blog if you also don't want to EMO. )



I've read some influencing books and also met some influencing friends or people.
I've learned and understand some experience about life that they have gone through and if I don't understand, I will try to at least remind myself or maybe, just let myself go through that kind of hard situation because I think that is the most easiest way for me to remember.
It's like "once had a harsh fall, you will always remember the pain".
So, this way I will always remember the pain and try my best never to let it happen again.

When I starts to understand some meanings about life...
for example, we human, already has a set and same journey,
(born -> school -> university -> work -> family -> death)
Sometimes I feel that life is very meaningless because I don't want to stress about uni-homework, or job or anything. That way I definitely be very very EMO and one day die because of EMO.
So, I feel that the only thing that can make my life more meaningful is "being happy".
The journey may have ups and downs, enjoy and accept it, and being happy with what you already had. That is a way for me to overcome obstacles. I don't know about others though.
Whenever I face an obstacles, I tend to think about it seriously at first and of course being very EMO, but then I start to think, why don't I put the obstacles in another point of view?? maybe it's not as serious as I thought? and maybe if I put it in another point of view, I will be happy instead??
So, when I start to think in that way, I became not EMO, instead happy, cause I'm cherishing and thinking about what I don't have rather than envying others.
Then came another problem, If you view it in another way, has the obstacles been solve?? can you assure that the obstacles wont appear again??
This is very true... happiness may be everything, but it's not EVERYTHING.
What should I do...

what I'm trying to convey here, I think maybe anyone won't understand because my way of convey something SUCKS!!!

Anyway, I hate being EMO. Because EMO brings out the negativity in everything.
Even if you saw an abalone in front of you, you will still feel it sucks and think that an abalone is just big seafood that is very hard to chew and doesn't really taste that yummy!








I've been reading THE SECRET lately, and I found a topic about being positive.
When you start to feel positive (and that means good!), you will tend to attract positive things.
So definitely START your day with a positive feelings.
Tell yourself!! Today is a good day with good weather~ Everything is going to be goooood~~~
or maybe in a more simpler way, just close your eye for 1 minute and imagine about the happy things that you once had. Smile to start with it. Then you will start to experience a Great Day~

THE SECRET is a really influencing book. It tells to change human mind set so they may live a better and happy life with anything they want to had.
I trying to change as what is told in it because I believe I may become a better person. I don't want to hurt anyone around me especially the the one that I care the most. I tend to have a sudden un-intention-ly (I don't know how to spell it..) hurtful words. I'm sorry if I've said anythings that has hurt you...

ok.... I forgot what I want to write already... =..= because a freaking ugly humongous DAMN bee (or I think is a bee because it's very Black and Huge!) sudden fly into my room and appear in front of my laptop. Make me shock for my life and then my memory sudden all lost.. =..= !@#$%&*&%$#@

well, that's is the end for this post i guess.
Good Luck to everyone finding the meaning of their life! Adios~ (I don't know what does that means actually...)

Peace and Out.

P/s : Laugh is a best way to start you day~ ^^ That's also a way to had positivity around you~~ Can't laugh??? try see this picture...



This makes me laugh like an idiot... LOL~~ ROFL~